How The Mandates Are Affecting The Real People


I asked for permission to print this grieving Mother’s letter to the Democratic Michigan Governor. I wanted to share this because Many Michiganders & others are feeling oppressed now. Mostly because of COVID19 restrictions for some, but not for everyone. While some people who are oppressing the average citizens are allowed to have elaborate funerals; the “regular people” are only allowed 10 people at their beloveds funerals. I guess politicians are immune from COVID19, because I saw that one representative from Georgia had a funeral with approximately 500 people inside of one building. They were not social distancing and not everyone was wearing a mask. Our own Governor in Michigan was physically in the middle of a large protest & though she had a mask on; the two people in the photo with her, were not wearing masks. They also were not social distancing. What do the politicians know, that they’ve not told “We the People”?There was the Mayor of Chicago along with our own Speaker of the House, who got to have hair appointments, when nobody else was allowed to do that! Madam Speaker was not even wearing the mask that she wants to mandate for everyone else in society! But again, they must know something about that smart & sneaky COVID19, that they’re not letting the rest of us in on?? Without further ado, let me share this mother’s heartbreaking story:

I sent this letter about my 20yr old son’s covid funeral to whitmer. I know that I won’t get a response but maybe someone on her staff will see it and then mention it to her.
Dear Governor Whitmer,

My 20 yr old son Dominic was killed in a hit and run while riding his skateboard on September 3.
As you can imagine my husband, younger son and myself are just devastated.
Our family, friends and community are also grieving for the fine young man that we all lost.
Dominic was an eagle scout in his 3rd year at MSU in the agriculture business school. Dominic was known for his sense of humor, respectful nature and always helping others especially his friends that he always pushed to better themselves. Dominic was taking notes in his journal about self improvement that we made copies for all his friends so that hopefully they can also focus on always self improving.

The funeral home viewing is a parents worse nightmare. Because Dominic was so loved there was an extraordinary amount of people there to pay their respects.
The funeral home was very professional following your guidelines so I do not hold them responsible for a difficult day made worse by your strict guidelines.
Were were only able to have 10 people at a time in the building which my immediate family far exceeds that number. We were given the option to place the casket in a doorway so that everyone could pass the casket from the outside to view him but I refused this because we would be forced to put up netting around Dominics body so that the flies and bees would not attack him. It felt so very wrong especially since I would not be able to touch him throughout the day.
The line wrapped around the building with people waiting in the unexpected cold weather for up to 2 hours. Some people ended up leaving because they felt that they didn’t want to take up space from the closer family and friends.
At some point we were told that it was best that we go outside to greet the guests just to speed up the line. It was cold and I certainly wasn’t dressed for it but I was just so grateful to all that came.
The mask mandate that you issued was very difficult for us to recognize our guests some that I haven’t seen in years.
Also 2 of his very good friends could not come to the funeral because they had covid but no symptoms.
The funeral home could not allow us to have food in the lower level rooms typically set up for families to grab a quick bite. I am not sure if it was your mandate but they told us that they could not risk someone getting covid from the shared food.
We were there from 1-9 surviving on water and tic tacs. We had plenty of food and snacks sent to us but it was all forced to sit in the car while we were forced to greet our guests outside in the cold and very hungry with our masks on.
We had the option of having the luncheon at the funeral home but would be forced to serve box lunches which I refused because I come from an Italian family that believes food is for comfort and boxed lunch seemed very cold.
We had a difficult time finding a restaurant to accommodate our big gathering because of your restaurant restrictions. We were forced to have it at our house. It was set up just like a graduation party with tent, tables, chairs and caterer and the hundreds of other items needed for a big group. I believe you just had a graduation party for your daughter so now imagine having only 3 days to put it together during a time right after the death of your child.
I felt compelled to tell you my story because your mandates have serious implications on people’s lives. Your “science” has not been able to justify all your mandates. While I am very upset with you and your “political science”, I still would not wish upon you what we had to endure during our darkest hour. I still would never want you to have to bury your child with all these restrictions set on you while George Floyd had such privilege for his numerous funerals with little restrictions. I would never want you to feel the hunger and cold during a long day of greeting your masked guests that you could not recognize while there is a picture of the governor not social distancing next to 2 unmasked BLM protesters. I would never want you to have to decide if your child should be displayed outside with netting surrounding their beautiful face just to comply with your mandates while being told rioting is ok but not dignified funerals for loved ones. I would never want you to be forced to have the funeral luncheon at your house where no one is fully prepared to accommodate all your family and friends in such a very short amount of time while being told rioters and looters have not had plenty of time to plan their destruction.
Even after having to endure your restrictions for our sons funeral we were forced to be thankful that we didn’t have to have a drive by funeral like so many families before
While you and I are clearly on different political sides, I still would not want to see you suffer any more than you already would be after the death of your child.
Our faith is strong and we believe that Dominic is in heaven for all the good he provided to those around him. Not sure if you have faith but I do believe that when we die we will have to answer to God for our actions and motives and I hope that for your sake you are very comfortable explaining to God your actions and motives that have had real devastating effects on alot of people for the sake of your politics.
Sincerely,
Gabriella Duhn

Best Practices for Wearing Masks When Communicating with Deaf and Hard of Hearing People – ALDA


Best Practices for Wearing Masks When Communicating with Deaf and Hard of Hearing People – ALDA
— Read on alda.org/best-practices-for-wearing-masks-when-communicating-with-deaf-and-hard-of-hearing-people/

What To Know Before Sending Your Child to School 2020…


Have you read the “Easy As ABC’s”, in the CDC’s guidelines for Healthy Schools (updated August 19, 2020? Here’s the link to that page/info: Easy as ABC’s (on CDC website)

OK so when someone with children told me about these new CDC guidelines for school this year in 2020, I was stunned in disbelief! I had to go and read for myself, the information I was told. I mean, apparently starting this school year, you are supposed to send your child with a backpack that contains notes with how to contact you in case of an emergency (including a COVID19 emergency). That’s not terribly surprising, but then it goes on to say that you should pack extra sets of clothes, medications & diapers etc. (so this includes even the toddlers under 3-4 year old enrolled in preschool??). It states on the CDC guidelines website:

“A Ask how you would be reunited with your child in an emergency of evacuation
B **Bring extra medications, special food, or supplies your child would need if you were separated overnight**
C Complete a backpack card and tuck one in your child’s backpack and your wallet”

Why would a child need to stay overnight at school because of COVID19 or any issue/disaster or problem? This is outrageous! They go on to say that the teachers or other adults may become your child’s guardian in some instances! They can even make medical decisions for your child or have them vaccinated without your permission. They may need to do these things without parental consent, if they cannot reach you (the parents).

My children were in school during the September 11, 2001 crisis/emergency. Everyone was afraid and concerned about their kids who were at school. But they came home that day! There’s no reason for any child to have an “unexpected sleepover” at school! This is new and just recently added to the CDC guidelines for schools on August 19, 2020! This is ludicrous and definitely shows how the Deep State is now trying to take over the children in our United States of America! In my opinion, if I had school age children (I DO have school age grandchildren), I would NOT be sending them to school unless or until the crazy person who wrote these school guidelines this year, changes them & removes any indication for a “surprise sleepover” & letting other adults have control over making health/vaccination decisions for my child!

I had to write this because it touched my soul and eerily bothered my conscience to see that the Deep State could turn into such control freaks!

Below are some graphics and links to what I am referring to here in my blog post. We need to get a group of concerned citizens and parents to have these guidelines looked at and changed and/or repealed! These are unelected officials making rules regarding your children’s lives & your (our) lives…

1). https://www.cdc.gov/healthyschools/bam/safety/easy-as-ABC.htm

2). https://www.cdc.gov/childrenindisasters/why-cdc-makes-it-a-priority.html

Some things that I read are:

1). …” an educational agency or institution, taking into account the totality of the circumstances, determines that an articulable and significant threat exists to the health or safety of a student in Attendance at the agency or institution (or another individual at the agency or institution) as a result of the virus that causes COVID-19. it may disclose, without prior written consent, PII from student education records to appropriate officials at a public health department who need the information to protect the health or safety of the student (or another individual). Public health department officials may be considered appropriate parties” by an educational agency or institution under FERPA health and safety emergency exception, even in the absence of a formally declared health emergency. Typically, public health officials and trained medical personnel are among the types of appropriate parties to whom PII from education records may be non-consensually disclosed under FERPA health and safety emergency exception…”

2). …..it says “children NEED vaccines, medicines, and specifically designed equipment for emergency situations.”

3)….”Children need help from adults in an emergency.

They don’t fully understand how to keep themselves safe.”

4)…”Laws require an adult to make medical decisions for a child.

There is limited information on the ways some illnesses and medicines affect children. Sometimes adults will have to make decisions with the information they have.”

My Deaf Journey


I was mild HOH growing up. At first my teachers had me sit at front of the class.  When I entered upper elelmentary,  I was given a hearing test at school and ended up having to undergo 5 ear surgeries, starting at age 5. Like many parents, mine just wanted to “fix” me. Most of my hearing loss in the beginning, was from reoccurring ruptured eardrums, repeated head trauma and abuse.

As a preschool age little girl,  I remember being curled up in a ball, in a chair or in my bed, rocking and crying uncontrollably because the pressure in my ear was so painful. I had horrible ear infections, one after another constantly. My mother would look at me as a 4 year old child and tell me “don’t worry, once your eardrums rupture, you will feel better”. Of course, this is true; but why not get help for me right away?  Why not take me to get help before the ear infections get to the point of rupturing my eardrums? Once the school nurses detected a hearing problem in elementary school, then I was taken to an ear, nose and throat Doctor. I had numerous Myringotomies (ear tube surgeries) between the ages of 7 and 12 years old.

When I was 11 years old, I met a Deaf family. They taught me so much about Deaf language/culture/history & community.  They took me to their residential Deaf school, Deaf football games and to Deaf events. I learned my first ASL vocabulary from that Deaf family. I was at their home constantly because they let me babysit and I became immersed in Deaf community and culture.  I had to learn quickly because they were a full ASL family.  Later on, I became an ASL Interpreter after I graduated college. I was a hospital/medical and educational Interpreter. I also interpreted for my Alma Mater & did that for several years. I continued working as a University classroom Interpreter, part time, even after becoming a Mother.

In 2002, I was in a catastrophic car accident. I suffered multiple injuries/surgeries & a traumatic Traumatic Brain injury (TBI). My hearing & vision declined. I diagnosed with a Convergence insufficiency in my eyes, halo vision and Extreme Dry Eye syndrome (because my eyelids don’t close 100% due to the head trauma & stroke). I got special glasses with prisms in them. I also had to get a pacemaker because my brain would not tell my heart what to do. It was at that time that I got my 1st set of hearing aids.

As time went on, my hearing declined more .  In 2014-2016, I had repeated double ear  infections again.  I lost more hearing. Later in 2019 -May, I went in for new hearing aids and they found an auditory tumor called “Cholesteatoma” (Information regarding Cholesteatoma & information regarding Cholesteatoma ). It had “eaten away” at my 3 ear bones/ossicular chain and mastoid bone. My eardrum was torn badly. I lost most of the hearing in my right ear and there’s severe loss in the left. I was also diagnosed with Tympanosclerosis (Information regarding Tympanosclerosis) or hardening of the eardrum. *{There’s more information about this below}.

I’ve been communicating with ASL & have been a part of the Deaf community since 1973! During college, I used to go every Thursday evening to the D.A.D. (Detroit Association of Deaf) bowling events. I had a Deaf boyfriend for quite awhile during those years & hung out in the dorms with my 16 Best friends; who happened to also be the Deaf students. We had so much fun and got into a tiny bit of fun trouble! Lol…

Later, I joined 2 ASL drama groups; after moving in 1982 to Arizona. In one group, “Silent Impressions Productions”, we had costumes & choreography. Tickets were sold & people paid money to see our show “Nights on Broadway ASL”, at Arizona State University. I was also in a Christian ASL Drama group at the ASU Neumann Center. We did ASL Christian song covers & Interpretive dance. That group was called “Silent Praise”.

I had originally moved there in order to work with Deaf PRE-school children! We taught the children during the day & in evenings, weekly; we taught their parents/families ASL. I KISSFIST (love) that job! After a year & half, I missed my friends & my home & so I returned to Midwest!

After coming back home, I did a little modeling & went back to Interpreting at my Alma Mater. I married & had 2 baby daughters. Fast forward to 1991, & I had to take my baby daughters & myself to a domestic violence shelter because I had been abused again for the past 8 years. As long as I felt that my daughters were safe, I stayed in the home. Once I saw my ex husband, kick our dog in front of our daughter, I knew it was time to leave that marriage. No matter how scary it may be “out there in the world as a single Mom working full time”- it was more scary to stay & continue on that way.

After I served him with divorce papers, I was offered a job within 3 days, as a school district interpreter! It was my dream job! Then later, I got a job (to get better health insurance) at a University hospital. I was a secretarial & clerical “float”. I learned 500 people jobs and worked all over the hospital wherever needed. I also wore a pager and was called to interpret all over the hospital. I got to keep interpreting for the school district on 1/2 day Weds. & on Fridays.

In approximately 1994, I made a new friend. She is Deaf & she introduced me to her two daughters & to her friends, who are also a part of the Deaf community. My daughters became good friends with her kids! She and I are still good friends today in 2020.

I had started a “Sign language club” at my daughters’ elementary school. I did it for my friend , her daughters & my own kids too. I also interpreted for her daughters’ IEP’s.

In 1997- our Sign language club “Silent Impressions”(yes…named after my old choreography/ASL group in AZ), was invited to Madonna University (& other venues) to put on a little ASL performance. It was a great time in my life! I was given an award from the school district, called “Volunteers in public schools Award- (VIPS award)”. It was for my volunteer work. I had been the elementary schools’ jump rope team coach. But I also helped: in classrooms, during field trips, in the the library & initiated & ran the Sign Language club. I was honored, but my reward was not that; it was giving inclusiveness to my friend. It was also about educating our children & many others & giving them a good experience along the way, in their lives.

I Re-married & finally to my soul mate, in 1997. We have been happily married for 23 1/2 years. But in 2002, we were involved in a catastrophic car accident. A man drove through a red light. Luckily, my husband only got a few bruises. I was hurt badly & unconscious for 30 minutes. I suffered a TBI, 11 surgeries (along with multiple painful diagnostic tests) & many injuries. These included more hearing loss & vision lowered due to Convergence insufficiency & halo vision. I ended up with 9 years of PT/OT and 3 years of brain injury rehabilitation. I got my first pair of Analog hearing aids, from my ENT & audiologist. Lastly, I had a stroke, a heart attack and a pacemaker! I was diagnosed in 2007, with the most painful nerve autoimmune illness known to mankind, “RSD aka CRPS” (#47 out of 50 on the McGill pain scale). The RSD/CRPS led me to several other connected & painful health issues (EDS-4, Chiari, Gastroparesis, S.I.B.O., Dysautonomia/POTS, Atrial fibrillation & Sick Sinus Syndrome (a heart condition) . I had to go on disability & have been living with mobility aids, including leg braces (AFO’s), loft-strand crutches, a walker & wheelchair etc.

But nothing has been as scary to me as the diagnosis I received after my hearing started declining more and more from 2014 to 2019. I actually was Hard of Hearing and I did fine with ASL and hearing aids. Yes, I can speak but I prefer ASL. I was diagnosed with an auditory/brain tumor called “Cholesteatoma”. It destroyed my 3 hearing bones and my inner ear. I had to have a Tympanomastoidectomy with oscillar chain & Mastoid bone cut & cleaned-out. I did receive a prosthetic Anvil (Incus) earbone also. But I was also diagnosed with “Tympanosclerosis”(Information about Tympanosclerosis & Hearing loss). This means that my eardrums are hardening & will continue. With this diagnosis, added scar tissue & the tumor (which has a 50% chance to return); my hearing will continue to decline. For now, my right ear has severe mixed hearing loss and Left is high moderate/severe sensory neural hearing loss. I also have pulsating Tinnitus. I received new Signia hearing aids in May 2019 and they are a tool. But since the auditory tumor surgery 7-26-19, I identify as Deaf instead of HoH. I belong to Michigan Association of the Deaf & a few online Deaf groups.

I have my own Facebook group called “ASLExpress” & a Facebook page called “ASL SuzyQ”, where I advocate and share Deaf history, culture and ASL. I also have My YouTube Channel @ASLSuzyQ and My Instagram @ASLSuzyQwhere I share Deaf memes, ASL songs & other fun stuff, including Deaf experiences & stories. *Then there is my TikTok page where it is just all in good fun! My TikTok Channel/Page

Link to “This Is Me” in ASL by Keala Settles (from Greatest Showman)

This was me a year or more after the
catastrophic car accident in 2002

This is me, post-op, after my auditory
surgery 2019-July

This T-shirt was a gift from the parents of kids

This is me at my “Silent Praise” group

A newspaper article honoring me for the
VIPS Award

My class with me at Deaf pre-school

Let Freedom Ring


As I sit here tonight, I am afraid.  I don’t often say that,  due to my history (*living with a lifetime of abuse, pain, chronic illness, loss, multiple surgeries and more).  I have been  through so much during my 58 years on this earth. I may be a bit anxious and have physical disabilities, but inside, I am a very tenacious and strong woman.  I am a fighter.  I can plainly say that it is not the Coronavirus or COVID-19, that I’m afraid of today. (**even if I were to get this nasty novel Coronavirus, I still would prefer to live free until I am unable to live any longer. I hope and pray that this does not happen, but I know that there is always a chance. I’m willing to take that chance to live a free life outside of my home).  It is those  people who have made “being safe at all costs” more important than living life at all.  I fear those for whom this virus has yeilded power; they are our biggest threat. If you think about living in pre-COVID-19 times, you will remember that waking up every day and going out into the world is not and has never been “SAFE”.  But still we went out every day and lived our lives in “unsafe mode” constantly and consistantly.  Just think about it for a moment.  Getting into the car and driving, is not safe. Getting into an airplane and flying, is not safe.  Going to the mall, where there are a multitude of germs, is not safe. There are people who have gone sky diving, parasailing, skiing, race car driving and even gone to concerts and full football, Baseball or Hockey stadiums in the past.  Yet today, those same people are now still hiding inside of their homes, terrified of something that has a fatality rate lower than expected and close to the Flu’s 0.1%. Study” Coronavirus Fatality Rate Lower than Expected, Close to Flu’s 0.1%

The threat seems to be coming straight from those elected officials who are supposed to be governing at the pleasure of the people! They were not elected into the office of Governor, to become dictators and tyrants.  One of those dictator tyrants, for example, is our Michigan Governor Gretchan Whitmer. At the first sign of trouble; they order us cower in place and then dictate from their basements (or their second or third homes, after ordering the rest of us not to travel to any second vacation homes).  They are fear mongering instead of uniting. They are telling us to stop thinking for ourselves and listen to & follow their outrageous orders. We, the people,  are shrinking instead of standing tall. But standing tall and fighting for freedom is what Americans have done best for hundreds of years. Please let it be known that I do not condone violence.  But peaceful resistance, writing, calling, getting petitions and recalls out there; are proactive steps, made by “Free People”, and I definitely do believe in and support these peaceful actions, especially now.

Our Governor and several other Democratic Governors have made hundreds of executive orders.  They have claimed that they are being driven to these Executve orders by Science and data.  But all of the Science and data that I have read, has been incorrect time and time again. The data has been incorrect, misrepresented, and downright skewed to make things appear much worse than the situation truly is.  The CDC’s own Dr. Fauci has admitted that he has been wrong! He also told us in March 2020, that masks were “not necessary” and that they “won’t protect us” from COVID-19.  But then a few months later, informs us that we ” MUST wear masks” to keep us “Safe”. He also is the same person who told us that these lockdowns were necessary to “flatten the curve”.  Well we did that and flattened the curve on or about mid April 2020. It is now almost June and we are still quarantined and under “orders to stay at home” (except for essential travel for food or necessary items to sustain life etc.).  Now Dr Fauci, our expert Immunologist who has been advising our President and the COVID-19 taskforce, says that a second wave is “NOT INEVITABLE”–and he is “feeling better about” preventing it. 

Many of the same ideas that have been going on inside of my head, were said aloud in a courtroom in Illinois this past week. Judge McHaney, who presided over a case against Governor Pritzker, verbalized and put in court transcripts, many of the things that have been eating away at my inner self.  Here are some of the things that he said:   Mainerv. Pritzker Transcript – Let Liberty Ring :

Since the inception of this insanity, the following regulations, rules or consequences have occurred:”

  • I won’t get COVID if I get an abortion but I will get COVID if I get a colonoscopy
  • Selling pot is essential but selling goods and services at a family-owned business is not.
  • Pot wasn’t even legal and pot dispensaries didn’t even exist in this state until five months ago and, in that five months, they have become essential but a family – owned business in existence for five generations is not.
  • A family of six can pile in their car and drive to Carlyle Lake without contracting COVID but, if they all get in the same boat, they will.
  • We are told that kids rarely contract the virus and sunlight kills it, but summer youth programs, sports programs are cancelled.
  • Four people can drive to the golf course and not get COVID but, if they play in a foursome, they will.
  • If I go to Walmart, I won’t get COVID but, if I go to church, I will.
  • Murderers are released from custody while small business owners are threatened with arrest if they have the audacity to attempt to feed their families.

These are just a few of the examples of rules, regulations, and consequences that are arbitrary, capricious, and completely devoid of anything even remotely approaching common sense.  State’s attorneys in this state, county sheriffs, mayors, city councils and county boards have openly and publicly defied these orders followed by threats to withold funding and revocation of necessary licenses and certifications unless you obey.

Our economy is shut down because of a flu virus with a 98% -plus survival rate.  Doctors and experts say different things weekly.  The defendant cites models in his opposition.  The only thing experts will agree on is that all models are wrong and some are useful.  The Centers for Disease Control now says the virus is not easily spread on surfaces.”

“The defendant in this case orders you to stay home and pronounces that, if you leave the state, you are putting people in danger, but his family members traveled to Florida and Wisconsin because he deems such travel essential.  One initial rationale why the rules don’t apply to him is that his family farm had animals that needed fed.  Try selling that argument to farmers who have had to slaughter their herds because of disruption in the supply chain.”

“When laws do not apply to those who make them, people are not being governed, they are being ruled.  Make no mistake, these executive orders are not laws.  They are royal decrees.  Illinois citizens are not being governed, they are being ruled.  The last time I checked Illinois citizens are also Americans and Americans don’t get ruled!  The last time a monarch tried to rule Americans, a shot was fired that was heard around the world.  That day led to the birth of a nation consensually governed based upon a document which ensures that on this day in this, an American courtroom tyrannical despotism will always lose and liberty, freedom and the constitution will always win”

As I sit here contemplating a smooth ending to this post/article, I realize that #1: our Governor in Michigan, Gretchen Whitmer, has been one of the top tyrannical dictators. She has done and said similar scenarios as the Governor of Illinois. Yet, our Michigan court somehow sided with her? Her family went up North last weekend to her 2nd home. I saw photos of her in a restaurant without a mask and with several other people. Her husband was exposed as trying to get a favor, because he is “the Governor’s husband “. He asked a boat dock company to let him “jump the line” because of who his wife is. She first said it never happened. But later went on Television & explained that “it was his failed attempt at humor”. Which one is it? The same rules have been applied to Michigan, but even more arbitrary and nonsensical. How can Lottery tickets be essential, but a knee replacement which would alleviate great pain, is not? I cannot top those words just above. I would like to reiterate the judges words and say to you….”Liberty, freedom and the constitution should always win”…..thank you for being here.

A Sad New Existence


I have never really been precisely either a Republican or a Democrat.  I vote based on knowledge and who I feel will do their best job for the people of this formerly free country, the USA. You can disagree with me after reading this post. You can choose to never read another one of my articles.  But I’m not mean, selfish, unkind or cruel to anyone, so there is no reason to treat me that way either. I’d like you to just hear me out, since I’m not a “finatic” of either viewpoint. But feel free to just keep scrolling if you don’t like what I’m about to write.

Our President, imho, has done his best from very early on, to save human lives. He stopped travel from China at the end of January, 10 days after the first diagnosed case in the USA. He did this while Nancy Pelosi was Encouraging people to go to Chinatown events in CA on 2-24-20. The radical Democrats were involved in their deep commitment to undo the 2016 election results and they were impeaching the President as he was still working for our Country and trying to keep us safe.  They were impeaching him for a phone call in which the witnesses (who were actually present) and the party on the other end of the telephone call, insisted there was no QPQ.  Every witness who was actually present, corroberrated the fact that there was no Quid Pro Quo involved.

I have never been one to write or chat about politics, especially on my Social media accounts. It’s a “no win” situation because everyone has the right to their opinion. By the way, having the right to voice your own opinion is starting to slip away from us in the USA these days. I’m tired of being silent. But as I start to come out and stand by by own beliefs and try to stand up for what I strongly believe to be true, I’m being verbally abused if I dare speak out against these draconian rules in all but a handful of states.  While they feel free to voice their opinions, they attempt to deny me the right to discuss mine. I never mind having kind and civil discussions.  But if you call me “stupid” or let your “Facebook buddies” call me “ignorant” and/or worse, then I am going to be blocking you. I’m losing my Facebook friends, long time social media buddies, because I dare voice my opinion with data to back it up.

But why should I be surprised? I was a very outspoken and strong advocate for the pain community for many years, from 2008-2018/19.  But since I had an auditory/brain tumor removed surgically, this past Summer 2019; people are “unfriending” me because I’m of no use to them any longer. I have had several commendations (since 2008), for helping others who live with High Impact Chronic Pain due to several various illnesses.  I was awarded a “Special Tribute” from the Governor of Michigan in 2017, along with the U.S. Pain Ambassador of the year award in February of 2017.  I’ve continued posting updated and reliable information to the High Impact/Chronic Pain and RSD/CRPS communities. I try to still lend my support as I’m able in my own support/info groups. There are a few people who have stood by my side and even offered to help me with my groups.  For them, I am eternally grateful and I am blessed to have them in my Life and/or social media life. Some of them have different opinions about politics; but we have managed to separate that and stay friends. The reason I brought this up, is because it seems that in the past few years, people seem to block, berate, degrade, be rude, act abusively and “run away”  from anyone who does not think or feel the same way as they do.

The USA is my country and I’ve always been proud to be an American. I’ve never been and still am not “Right” or “Left”. I guess you could say I’m “Right to center”.  I have voted for Republicans and Democrats in the past. I’m just really sad and tired of seeing this POTUS berated day after day for 3 years now.  He has actually has a great timeline of actions that have been helping with this COVID-19 crisis, including trying to keep us from a big Depression.  Many citizens are tired of hearing how our President “called this virus a hoax and did nothing until March 2020”.  So I did reseach and here are highlights from the timeline during January-March 2020.(the list is so long & full, I only highlighted January-March 2020 *parts of this list are from the White House website & other parts are actual Tweets from the WHO & CDC etc)

  1.  January 11, 2020:  CDC tweets about Corona related “pneumonia outbreak in China”
  2.  January 14, 2020:  WHO tweets that there is no evidence of human to human transmission
  3. January 17, 2020:  CDC started doing health screenings at 3 airports of travelers from China
  4. January 21, 2020:  the first COVID-19 case in USA for someone who traveled directly from Wuhan
  5. January 23, 2020:  WHO again says no human to human transmission outside of China
  6. January 28, 2020:  CDC states “While CDC considers COVID-19 a serious situation and is taking preparedness measures, the immediate risk in the USA is considered low”
  7.  January 29, 2020:  White House announces Coronavirus Task Force created.  Note:  this is despite the WHO downplaying the threat
  8. January 31, 2020:  President Trump bans travel from China.  The media and multiple Democrats slam his decision calling it racisist and xenophobic.
  9.  February 5, 2020:  President Trump was acquitted (impeachment)
  10.  February 5, 2020:  Chuck Schumer, in a tweet, continues to call POTUS’ travel ban from China “premature”
  11.  February 7, 2020:  White House’s Coronavirus Task force gives press briefing
  12.  February 9, 2020:  White House Coronavirus Task Force meets with all Governors
  13.  February 12, 2020:  CDC waiting for approval from Chinese for CDC team to travel to China
  14.  February 18, 2020:  HHS announces partnership to develop a vaccine
  15.  February 21, 2020:  Italy identifies its very first case of COVID-19 in their country
  16.  February 21, 2020:  CDC tweets that it is working with states for preparedness
  17.  February 24, 2020:  POTUS sent letter to Congress asking for $2.5 Billion for virus effort
  18.  February 24, 2020:  Nancy Pelosi was touring San Francisco’s Chinatown to “quell Coronavirus fears”.  She encouraged peopl to “please come and visit and enjoy Chinatown”.
  19.  February 25, 2020:  there is still no reported community spread in the USA (per CDC tweet)
  20.  February 27, 2020:  first community transmission in the USA
  21.  February 27, 2020:  President Trump appoints VP Pence to coordinate efforts
  22.  February 29, 2020:  FIRST reported Coronavirus death in USA
  23.  February 29, 2020:  The Trump administration:  A)  announced a level 4 travel advisory to areas of Italy and S. Korea,  B)  Barred all travel to Iran.  C)  Barred the entry of foreign citizens who visited Iran in the last 14 days.
  24.  March 3, 2020:  The CDC lifted federal restrictions on coronavirus testing to allow any American to be tested for coronavirus, “subject to Dr.’s orders”
  25.   March 3, 2020:  The White House announced President Trump donatated his fourth quarter salary to fight the coronavirus
  26.   March 4, 2020:  A) The Trump administration announced the purchase of approx. 500 million N95 respirators over the next 18 months to respond to the outbreak of the novel coronavirus.  B)  Sec. Azar announced that HHS was transferring $36 million to the CDC to help state and local communities that have been impacted most by the coronavirus.
  27.  March 6, 2020:  President Trump signed an $83 billion bill to fight the COVID-19 outbreak ($7.76 billion to federal, state & local agencies to combat the COVID-19 and authorizes an additional %500 million in waivers for Medicare telehealth restrictions).
  28.  March 9, 2020:  POTUS called on Congress to pass a payroll tax cut over coronavirus
  29.  March 10, 2020:  President Trump and VP Pence met with top health insurance companies and secured a commitment to waive co-pays for COVID-19 testing
  30.  March 11, 2020:  President Trump:  A)  announced travel restrictions on foreigners who had visited Europe in the las 14 days  B)  Directed the Small Business Administration to issue low-interest loans to affected smal business and called on congress to increase this fund by $50 billion  C)  Direccted the Treasury Dept. to defer tax payments for affected individuals & businesses , & provide $200 billion in “additional liquidity”.
  31.  March 13, 2020:  President Trump announced:  A)  public-private parnerships to open up drive-through collection sites.  B)  a pause on interest payments on federal student loans.  C)  An order to the Dept. of Energy to purchase oil for the strategc petroleum reserve
  32.  March 14 2020:  POTUS announced the European travel ban will exten to UK and Ireland
  33.  March 15, 2020:  Google announced a partnership with the Trump admin. to develop a website dedicated to coronavirus education, prevention and local resources
  34.  March 15, 2020:  all 50 states were contacted through FEMA to coordinate “federally-supported, state-led efforts” to end coronavirus
  35.  March 16, 2020:  POTUS A) hele a tel-conference with Governors to discuss preparedness and response to COVID-19  B)  POTUS participated in call with G7 leaders  C) POTUS announced the 1st potential vaccine for COVID-19 has entered phase I trial in record time  D) POTUS announces “15 days to slow the spread”
  36.  March 17, 2020:  POTUS announced:  A) CMS to expand benefits for Medicare beneficiaries  B) Relevant Health Ins. Portability & Accountability act penalties will not be enforced  C)  The Army Corps of Engineers is on “standby” to assist federal & state governments
  37.  March 17, 2020:  POTUS spoke to fast food executives  from Wendy’s, McDonald’s & Burger King to discus drive-thru serves recommended by CDC
  38.  March 17, 2020: the treasury dept:  contributed $10 mllion to Federal Reserve’s commercial paper funding facility and deferred $300 billion in tax payments for 90 days without penalty, up to $1 million for individual and $10 million for business
  39.  March 18, 2020:  POTUS signed the Families First Coronavirus Response Act, which provides free testing and pain sick leave for workers impacted by COVID-19
  40. March 18, 2020:  President Trump announced:  A) temp. closure of the USA/Canada border to non-essential traffic  B) Plans to invoke the Defense Production Act  C) FEMA has been activated in every region at its highest level of response D)  The US Navy will deploy USNS Comfort and USNS Mercy hospital ships.  E)  All foreclosures & evictions will be suspended for a time **Also HHS temp suspended a rgulation that prevents Dr.’s from practicing across state lines.
  41.   March 19, 2020:  POTUS announced very encouraging progress shown by anti-marlaria drug Hydroxychoroquine for fighting coronavirus
  42. March 20, 2020:  USA and Mexico mutually agree to restrict nonessential cross-border traffic
  43.  March 20, 2020:  President Trump spoke with Sen. Schumer about Coronavirus response and stimulus measures   B)  he held a call with over 12, 0000 small business owners to discuss relief efforts  and he C)  announced the CDC will invoke Title 42 to provide border patrol with tools to secure the borders
  44. March 21, 2020:  POTUS admin announced HHS placed order for hundres of millions of N95 masks through FEMA
  45.  March 22, 2020:  POTUS made disaster declarations for CA and Washington state and he announced:  A)  Governors will remain in command of Ntl Guard forces & the federal govt. will fund 100% of operations cost and  B)  He directed the federal govt to provide 4 large federal medical stations with 2,000 beds for CA and & 1,000 beds for NY and WA and C) POTUS announced that the USNS Mercy will be deployed in LA
  46.   March 23, 2020:  President Trump signed and executive ordere invoking section 4512 of the Defense Production Act to prohibit the hoarding of vital medical supplies
  47.  March 25, 2020:  President Trump signed a bill reauthorizing the Older Americans Act, which supports senior citizens by providing meals, transportation and other curcial services.
  48.  March 26, 2020: POTUS did vido conference with G20 leaders to discuss global COVID-19 response and the need for countries to share information and data and POTUS also had a call with Chinese President Xi Jinping to discus coronavirus
  49.  March 27, 2020:  President Trump signs the CARES Act in law  (*Coronavirus Aid, Relief, and Economic Security Act)
  50.  March 29, 2020:  POTUS met with supply chain distributors including Fed Ex, and UPS and others to discus getting medical supplies to state and local govt.’s
  51.  March 30, 2020:  President Trump announced the Federal Govt. will be delivering:  400 ventilators to Michigan, 300 to New Jersey, 150 to Louisiana, 150 to Illinois & 50 to Connecticut and POTUS also pledged $100 million of medical supplies to aid Italy’s battle against COVID-19
  52. March 31, 2020:  A)  POTUS announced the Treasury Dept. & SBA rapidly mobilizing money from the CARES Acts $349 bilion paycheck protection program, with the program set to be “up & running by April 3, 2020. B)  He also Spoke to Michigan’s Governor Whitmer about the states need for ventilators C)  POTUS instructed the Army Corps of Engineers and FEMA to construct several hospitals and alternative care facilities

It is helpful to look at the actual timeline.  All of this started to happen before the first death linked to COVID19 https://www.nbcnews.com/news/amp/ncna1189286 in the USA.  I got most of the information from the CDC tweets, so anyone can look it up to check for accuracy. There are so many other actions in between but I just took some of the highlights & ended mine at March 31 2020. The first several actions that I’ve listed through 2/29/20, were copied from a friend.  But you can take a look at the entire list here at:  List of all of the things that President Donald Trump has done to help combat the novel coronavirus

As I mentioned above, I’m not a Democrat or a Republican. I base my choices on facts (not hated, fear or other emotions) that I gather from watching and listening to all sides.  But honestly, many people have never given our President a chance.

Lastly, I have been & I am following the rules. I am also praying that someone can save us from something far worse than this virus. There are some things worse to lose than our lives. Losing our liberties, our freedoms and the freedoms for our children & grandchildren is something we need to protect. It was just fine to shut down for a few weeks, but not a few months or longer! Anyone who is afraid to go out, should feel free to stay in the safe, solitary confinement of their homes. Protect the elderly, the sick and the most vulnerable (meaning nursing & other homes for the sick). But we should have a choice, because this is the USA! Last time I checked, we were and are still a free country! When they (Dr Fauci, Kolodny & CDC) took pain meds from the chronic pain community in or around 2016 (with the new CDC guidelines), they removed the freedoms from the physicians & patients to decide what is best for their personal pain illnesses. At that time & ever since; the pain community has tried to fight back. I know this because I’m a part of that pain community.

Now we need to work hard at getting our freedoms back! I didn’t mind staying in my home for a few weeks-(2 months) or wearing a mask for a little while to help stop the virus! But there will be many more viruses to come! I don’t want to stay indoors separated from not only society but family; or wear a mask forever! It causes me anxiety and inability to not only breathe freely- BUT I AM DEAF!! I can’t even communicate with anyone who doesn’t know ASL when you’re all wearing masks!! It also takes away my ability to lipread & try to piece together what you might be saying.

C’mon- we don’t stop flying in airplanes or driving cars because of the possibility of a crash!! Road traffic crashes are a leading cause of death in the United States for people aged 1–54 The CDC website on Death from car accidents 2019

Hell, I survived a catastrophic car accident in 2002! I’m still here after 11 surgeries, lots of high impact chronic pain, a pacemaker (x2), a heart attack and a stroke! Let’s live our best life while we are here! Protect the freedoms for our families! We cannot roll over now! Please read a variety of news articles and watch a variety of News shows! You won’t get the truth from just one!! Put all of the information you receive together and make your own informed decision. If your decision is to wear a mask forever, live in your house and get take-out; then by all means, stay home & stay inside! But if I want to go out, let me make that choice! Don’t allow that to be the choice of our Governors or even the President (*except for a short time during an emergency)!!

Lastly, I’m not being selfish! I’m saying please stay inside if you are afraid or vulnerable. But let it be our choice and not an Executive order from a judge, Governor, President or any radical person with a gavel!

Stop The Insanity: The Case Regarding Dr. Kline, M.D.


A woman on Twitter, made a formal complaint against Dr Thomas Kline, MD. He’s a licensed medical physician who treats many chronic pain patients. He has been a courageous & outspoken advocate for the pain community. His Tweets are based on facts & backed up with research. He voluntarily gave up his DEA license because he’s suddenly being investigated for Tweeting that 99.5% of people who are prescribed opioids , do not become addicted! How does a Dr. become under investigation for stating a fact? One that has proof from research??!!

This is insane! How can a random person on Twitter go and make a formal complaint against a Dr . they’ve never known? A physician whose services they’ve never sought out or ever used? ? No one she knows has gone to him & no one has ever been hurt by him!!
His information is NOT emotional, but based on facts and professional research! Her complaint is an EMOTIONAL one!! Yes, with all due respect, it’s sad that she lost her son to HEROIN overdose! But what in the world does a Heroin addiction & his death, got to do with easing the suffering for millions of high impact chronic pain patients?
She’s looking for someone to blame! Her son had a Heroin addiction (an illness of its own) we know that for sure. Maybe he had a genetic predisposition to addiction? But just maybe she’s wants to blame someone else for her sons actions or someone’s inactions? Our Dr Kline is a pillar of ethics and knowledge in the pain community).
Can everyone please get it straight?? Opioids that are prescribed for legitimate high amounts of daily chronic pain, have only about 1-3% to do with addiction!
Someone respectfully tell Ms. Joy, that hurting and “killing” innocent people (who live with horrible A.S., Cancer, RSD/CRPS, Pancreatitis & so many other horribly painful illnesses) will not bring back her son!

The facts are these:

1: Suboxone has horrible side effects (Opioids have very little)! You can’t have an emergency surgery while taking Suboxone because it blocks the anesthetic! It takes about 2 weeks to get out of your system! Maybe this woman wants a traumatic surgery without anesthesia? But most sane people do not want that! You cannot stop taking Suboxone by weaning off slowly (as you can with opioids)! It fights against you with horrific pain and worse effects! I have interviewed people who were given Suboxone inpatient and on it only 6 weeks! It took them more than 6 months to get off if it, and they had horrible & painful side effects from trying to get off of it! Suboxone is a money making scheme! The people involved with the creation, production & distribution of Bupenorphrine/Suboxone, want to rid the world of the “evil” opioids and make Suboxone the only drug for pain! ITS NOT EVEN FOR PAIN!! It’s supposed to be a slightly helpful but weak analgesic for helping those who ARE ADDICTED…& WHO HAVE SOME PAIN!

2) How can a person just make an outrageous claim and the USA government take it seriously & without any proof at all!!??? HOW did this happen?? How did we get here? (I’ll give you 2 reasons starting with “A” & ending with “K”…& also PROPaganda! How does a Dr who is good, kind and cares about the suffering of his patients, get to a point where he surrenders his DEA license that enables him to prescribe some medications treat his patients?? What if “they” decided insulin was addictive to 3% of population? Are they then going to let all Diabetics suffer?

3) Dr Kline uses facts and research and this accuser is someone who I feel is looking to blame someone else! Let’s see what role the others who lived with and around her son had in his life, his addiction & his death, instead of blaming an innocent Dr who is brave and still cares about humanity!

3) most importantly: If someone is taking a pain medication for high amounts of daily high impact & never ending pain, and this medicine (an opioid) helps to enhance this persons life, without any harm to anyone or anything-THAT IS NOT ADDICTION! If a CPP is getting some relief, getting meds on time, taking them as prescribed & they’re given a chance at some semblance of a life (& they are living it), then that medicine should be not only allowed but prescribed absolutely, without any thought of this craziness!

***Go Ahead & Google “FDA-2012-P-0818: It states this:


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We Are Broken But Strong!


This is for my fellow chronic pain warriors (& me)…fighting the ignorance of those who hold the power to help Cpp’s but they’re pushing massage & other complimentary therapies instead! Opioids clearly help some of the pain community. Let our Drs choose what works best for each individual.

We are in pain & we may be “broken”-but we are worthy, we are strong & we are beautiful! Don’t ever give up! No matter how many people try to put you down or try to “break” you even more!!

Link to my YOUTUBE channel at ASLSuzyQ

Please feel free to follow me on YouTube @ASLSuzyQ for ASL(American Sign Language) song covers & to learn about Deaf History & Deaf culture.

HERE ARE SOME LINKS TO MORE OF MY ASL SONG COVERS ABOUT OUR JOURNEYS WITH ALL DIFFERENT KINDS OF PAIN-BUT BEING STRONG THROUGH IT ALL!

1) “This is Me” (from Greatest Showman)

“This is Me” by Keala Settles

2) “Speechless” (from Aladdin)
Speechless from Aladdin

3) “Keep Holding On” by Avril Lavigne

Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne

4) “Fight Song” by Rachel Platten
“Fight Song” by Rachel Platten

5). “We All Bleed The Same” by Mandisa
We All Bleed The Same by Mandisa

6) “Into the Unknown” from Frozen 2 by Idina Mendel/Aurora
Into the Unknown by Idina Mendel & Aurora from Frozen2

7). “I Dare You” by Kelly Clarkson

“I Dare You”by Kelly Clarkson

8). “Piece By Piece” by Kelly Clarkson

“Piece by Piece” by Kelly Clarkson

9). “Stand Up” by Cynthia Erivo

“Stand Up” by Cynthia Erivo

10). “Broken & Beautiful”

“Broken & Beautiful” by Kelly Clarkson

There are many more ASL cover songs for when you need to feel strong! Don’t ever give up!

*Please feel free to read a small part of my story in the paragraphs beneath each video

No Pain Act


If you are a person living with high impact or intractable pain, this is going to affect you greatly.

Please read the article below and see what our government wants to do with persons after surgery. Also how they want to treat the chronic pain population! This is ludicrous and it’s full of horrible lies! What needs to happen before someone in power, with an intelligent mind, helps us?

This is terrible!!! Bad for all CPP’s https://www.congress.gov/bill/116th-congress/house-bill/5172/text?r=1&s=1&fbclid=IwAR3w6u9IAsALdca5cBvWJRXrzucDwbYi4vmhWdYv-Gexyj5R2HRWjk0mNMs

Accessibility A Legal Right


Hey Everyone!

This is a great article from Rikki Poynter and it hits home with me, too! Many of my friends who live with either Deafness/Hearing loss &/or disabilities requiring the use of wheelchair,walker or cane etc, may feel a connection to the stress that Rikki Poynter shares in this article.

Some of us are feeling also the stress of not have accessibility to proper medical care for our high impact chronic pain illnesses. This has been constant since the CDC Guidelines were implemented in 2016, without any pain physicians present at the discussions.

I wanted to share this article because I can feel for her experience and so many people don’t “get it”. Here’s the article: http://www.rikkipoynter.com/articles/event-accessibility

For information or questions regarding the ADA or “Americans With Disabilities Act”, please visit: Link to the ADA website

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