My ADVOCACY You Tube Channel FOR Chronic Pain And CRPS Patients

My You Tube Channel with Many Information Videos

Thank you for visiting my blog, “Tears of Truth”! I have two, “You Tube” accounts, and the one I will share with you here, is filled with a variety of different Advocacy videos.  But for the most part, if you visit my first, long-standing & original “You Tube” page, you’ll find many informational videos. Some are older with over 4,000 hits & some are are a little less. Please visit:  My Advocacy For Chronic Pain & CRPS Patients

THIS YOU TUBE CHANNEL HAS BEEN REVISED DUE TO THE HORRIBLE TREATMENT I HAVE RECEIVED BY OF THE U.S. PAIN FOUNDATION.  I HAVE DELETED OR MADE PRIVATE MOST ALL OF MY ADVOCACY VIDEOS.  AFTER SEVERAL YEARS OF GIVING THEM MY TIME, EFFORT AND RESOURCES FOR FREE AS A VOLUNTEER PAIN AMBASSADOR THEY HAVE REMOVED EVERYTHING THAT I ACHEIVED FROM THEIR WEBSITE.  THEY HAD APPOINTED ME AS A BOARD MEMBER IN OCTOBER OF 2017 AND I ACCEPTED THAT VOLUNTEER POSITION AS OF JANUARY 2018 (*BUT I did not officially fill the Board member position until March 2018). A. FEW MONTHS AFTER I ACCEPTED THE POSITION, I FOUND OUT ABOUT THEIR MISUSE OF FUNDS. I HAD WORKED TIRELESSY BEFORE THAT TIME,  TO HELP THEM RAISE AWARENESS & MONEY IN HOPES OF HELPING THE PAIN COMMUNITY. IT WAS NEVER EVER SUPPOSED TO BE USED FOR GAMBLING, VACATIONS, UPPER MANGAGEMENTS BOOKS, MOVIE DEALS OR ANY FRIVILOUS OR ILLEGAL ACTIVITIES OR THINGS FOR THE PLEASURE OF THE UPPER MANAGEMENT.  I WOULD HAVE NEVER AIDED IN ANY OF THAT BEHAVIOR. I THOUGHT I WAS HELPING THE PAIN COMMUNITY!

WHEN I FOUND OUT ABOUT THE MISUSE OF FUNDS BY UPPER MANGAGEMENT OF THAT NON-PROFIT GROUP, WHERE I WAS APPOINTED AND THEN ON THE BOARD OF DIRECTORS, AS A NEW DIRECTOR; I WANTED TO RESIGN IMMEDIATELY.  THEIR ATTORNEYS AND THE “INTERIM CEO”, TOLD ME IT WOULD “LOOK BAD IF ONE OF THE BOARD MEMBERS RESIGNED AT THAT TIME”. THEY TOLD ME I WAS “NEEDED TO REORGANIZE THE US PAIN FOUNDATION. THEREFORE,  I STAYED 6 MORE MONTHS TRYING TO HELP AND DO GOOD THINGS IN HOPES OF HELPING THE PAIN COMMUNITY. I FOUND OUT THAT THEY JUST USED ME AND THEN TREATED ME HORRIBLY. THEY GAVE ME “BUSY WORK” AND HAD ME LOOKING UP ADDRESSES IN PHOENIX ARIZONA TO GET DONORS FOR THEIR GALA EVENT. I DID THAT FOR THEM FROM MY COMPUTER IN MICHIGAN. THEN THEY TOLD ME IT WAS NOT ENOUGH AND THEY NEEDED MORE AND MORE AND MORE!  THEY ALSO HAD ME DO A RESEARCH AND ARTICLE ABOUT S.I.B.O AND AFTER ALL THE WORK WAS DONE WITH GRAPHICS AND LINKS TO ARTICLES ETC…THEY TOSSED IT ASIDE FOR A YEAR. WHEN I ASKED ABOUT WHEN IT MIGHT BE PUBLISHED FINALLY, I WAS CHASTIZED AND TAUNTED BY OTHER MEMBERS OF THE UPPER MANAGEMENT. I ALSO MADE A VIDEO ABOUT CRPS AFTER THEY ASKED ME TO DO SO. A YEAR WENT BY AND IT WAS NEVER POSTED.  I ASKED AND AGAIN I WAS TOLD I WAS “SELFISH FOR ASKING ABOUT THEY WORK THAT I HAD DONE” BUT NEVER SAW.

I WAS ALSO AWARDED THEIR HIGHEST AWARD OF “U.S. PAIN AMBASSADOR OF THE YEAR 2016”. I HAVE PHOTOS OF THE EVENT AND A BEAUTIFUL CRYSTAL TROPHY IN MY POSSESSION. NOW THEY HAVE REMOVED ANY MEMORIES OF THAT OR ANY OF MY HARD WORK FROM THEIR WEBSITE. I HAVE ONLY EVER TRIED TO DO GOOD. I HAVE MANY RECORDS OF THEM PRAISING ME FOR ALL OF MY HARD WORK AND VOLUNTEER FUNDRAISING, ADVOCATING, BECOMING A SUPPORT GROUP LEADER AND HELPING WITH WRITING, RESEARCH, VIDEOS AND MORE. IF YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT HELPING A NON PROFIT GROUP, PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU REALLY RESEARCH IT WELL. SOME THINGS WE CAN NEVER KNOW AHEAD OF TIME.  WE CAN NEVER KNOW WHERE EVIL LIES UNTIL IT HURTS US PERSONALLY.

I AM A GOOD AND KIND PERSON AND I ALWAYS TRY TO DO THE RIGHT THING.  I AM HURT BEYOND THE CORE OF MY BEING FROM THE WAY I WAS TREATED BY THE US PAIN FOUNDATION AFTER ALL OF MY HOURS DEDICATED TO WHAT I THOUGHT WAS THEIR CAUSE. I WOULD NOT BE A GOOD PERSON IF I DID NOT AT LEAST TELL PEOPLE ABOUT MY EXPERIENCES.