Pondering Pain Awareness Month 2019


Hello All,

I just wanted to let you know that after a year of contemplating what I wanted to say, I wrote my thoughts about what happened between U.S. Pain Foundation & me last year in September 2018.

During my time as a very active Health/Pain Advocate, I achieved a few proud moments that I would really like to share with all of you:

1: I was awarded a “Special Tribute” from the Governor of the state of Michigan (Governor Rick Snyder) in 2016

2: I was the runner up finalist for 2013 WEGO Health “Unsung Hero” Award

3: I have over 42 published articles with the National Pain Report.

4: I was awarded the “US Pain Ambassador of the year award 2016”

5: I was certified as an in-person support group leader & ran a support group in my city for chronic pain & RSD/CRPS

6: I was accredited in a pediatric course for RSD/CRPS via AMEDCO & RSDSA

7: I was appointed to the Board of Directors for the U.S. Pain Foundation

8: I was honored in my hometown, with a Newspaper article

I didn’t do any of what I did, in order to get something in return. But these were amazing rewards after so much time went into my multiple US Pain Foundation projects, my writing, videos, Support Groups, getting proclamations & doing many many Awareness Events for USPF, RSDHope & RSDSA.

The Link to my 1 minute You Tube Video (1 minute long)

I’ve been contemplating writing my side of the story; after severing my ties with the US Pain Foundation in September 2018. I have my story written and published. If you’d like to read it, just go back one blog post before this one.

Below are a few photos that remind me to keep going when I sometimes feel like giving up. I am strong and so are you! We can do this together!

Update On Upcoming Skull-Neuro-Ear Surgery


Hello Everyone !

Above is a 37 second update from my appointment today 6-10-19. Thank you for the outpouring of love ❤️ and support! You’re the Best followers/fans/friends ever!!

**ADDENDUM: SURGERY WILL BE JULY 26, 2019** they scheduled it today…. JUST WANTED TO UPDATE YOU ALL… sending peace, hope, love & Light…

Feel free to email me: tearsoftruth@yahoo.com

Love ❤️

Suzy

Heres my Instagram post today too:
So I saw the Skull base/neuro/Ear surgeon today. I will be having the tumor removed soon. I will have a Tympanoplasty(they’ll reconstruct my eardrum using a “disc” made from cartledge & Skull fascia. This is to prevent this from returning. The 3 little bones needed for hearing are diseased. I’ll be getting possibly prosthetic bones? Also I’ll be having a “Mastoidectomy”! Removal of the diseased part of the mastoid bone. It may make my HOH/ “hearing”worse or same but must do this because if it gets into the brain it can kill me! It’s really scary! Many times people hear nothing afterwards, many times people get extreme dry mouth from damage to salivary glands during surgery. Many people get worse “white noise” or pulsating in ear after surgery. Many people get a strange taste for months or forever. They try to not injure the facial nerves by doing EMG during entire surgery, but it can happen… I’m honestly not scared of the white noise or pulsating or worse/same HoH —but I’m frightened of the brain surgery part. They say they’ll be conservative with my hair being cut but still a 2 finger radius around my ear will be cut… just wanted to update everyone. It will be in 2 months because it’s very slow growing tumor and may have been there my whole life?? But it takes time to get the 4 Drs clearances that I need and also his schedule is booked until then. Now I’m happy to have my Summer but still scared because I now have too much time to be thinking about it all!

Frontal lobotomy for the relief of intractable pain • CERGM


Hello Luvs,

Ohh My Goodness!!! Has our society gone completely mad now? These “sickos” may be taking us back in time to a period when people were given a Frontal lobotomy for the relief of intractable pain!! This is absolutely crazy, when a safe pill, called an “opioid” can help our chronic intractable pain patients. Who in their right mind would choose a frontal lobotomy over a safe an effective pill? The opioids that are getting a bad rap from anti-opioid zealots (read more about them, here: Anti-Opioid Zealots ), are not hurting the legitimate chronic pain patients. People who’ve been prescribed opioids for years, (a decade or even more) & have done well; are NOT addicted! Only about 1% of true chronic pain patients actually ever become “addicted” (Writer Josh Bloom, gives you statistics here: The Opioid Epidemic in 6 Charts, Designed to Deceive You ). It’s not prescription opioids that are the problem! It’s the illegal fentanyl from China & Mexico that are hurting, addicting & killing people! Addiction and dependence are two very different situations. You can find out more information about that here: Addiction & Dependence Are Not The Same

Who are the bad actors? Government, Healthcare or Patients? • CERGM
— Read on cergm.carter-brothers.com/2019/03/28/frontal-lobotomy-for-the-relief-of-intractable-pain/

International Stakeholder Community of Pain Experts and Leaders Call for an Urgent Action on Forced Opioid Tapering | Pain Medicine |Oxford Academic


The aforementioned article proves that there may be hope for the chronic pain community.

In 2016, Andrew Kolodny, (who is co-Director of Opioids policy Research at Brandeis University), along with a group of Addiction specialists & others, went behind closed doors to “invent” & then Implement the 2016 CDC Guidelines regarding the use of Opioids. These were Supposed to be just guidelines for primary care doctors. But they rapidly became “the law” in the eyes of the CDC, DEA, National News Media outlets, Pharmacies & our government officials. Today we even have legitimate, licensed pain management Physicians, heading for the hills! They’re Not following the Hippocratic oath. These physicians are abandoning patients & putting many at high risk, myself included. The way that the chronic pain community has been treated, has been outrageous.

Please feel free to share this article on social media. Print it out and take it with you to your Dr. appointments. Let’s also share it far & wide through the news media channels as well. They’ve been getting it wrong & now need to help change the hysteria & damage that’s been created.

“We, the under signed, stand as a unified community of stakeholders and key opinion leaders deeply concerned about forced opioid tapering in patients receiving lolong-term prescription opioid therapy for chronic pain. This is a large-scale humanitarian issue. Our specific concerns involve:
— Read on academic.oup.com/painmedicine/advance-article/doi/10.1093/pm/pny228/5218985

Kratom, Great Help For Most but Deadly for Some


Hello Luvs,

There was a bit of a debate in one of my groups, regarding Kratom. I know it’s so helpful for many people. I do not think the government should step in and ban this too!! It’s relatively safe but I was discussing that it can and may help loads of chronic pain patients, but not everyone!

Like anything else, you need to discuss it with your Dr ahead of time and please get an EKG first. I have several complicated heart arrhythmias. One is pretty uncommon but most people don’t even know that they have it until they die from “sudden cardiac death” (which is its only symptom). It’s called “Long QT syndrome”. There are many thousands of medications on the “DO NOT TAKE” list with long QT syndrome. The list updates daily and herbs such as Kratom, Turmeric & Ginseng are among the things that people with LQTS cannot take. Please just be safe and I hope you continue to have or get access to whatever kind of pain relief works for you!

But please check out this article I’ve posted below:

**This article is mysteriously gone now? It disappeared from the internet: **Just a little info about Kratom before you take it

**(4-2019)now this is what shows up instead:

All You Ever Wanted To Know About Dysautonomia


Definition:

  1. Dysautonomia refers to a malfunction or disorder of the Autonomic Nervous System (ANS). This is usually involves failure of the sympathetic or parasympathetic nervous system; but it can also mean that the ANS may be overactive. Dysautonomia refers to the “involuntary” systems of the body. This can include: body temperature, blood pressure, respiratory/breathing, sleep, heart rate and more. Dysautonomia can be considered “Local” as it is in many cases of CRPS, or it can be a total Autonomic failure. Sometimes Dysautonomia is considered to be “acute” and reversible. Other times it may be chronic and progressive (as in Diabetes or Parkinson’s). A person may be diagnosed with Dysautonomia by itself, as a condition. It can also be associated with degenerative and neurological diseases. Dyauatonomia is actually an “Umbrella term” used to describe many different issues that occur due to the malfunction of the Autonomic Nervous System.Lastly, Dysautonomia is responsible for our “fight-or- flight” response. This is what gets our body ready for stressful situations. When the nerves of the ANS are damaged, you can get Autonomic Neuropathy as well. These dysfunctions can range from mild to life threatening.
  2. What People Are Saying: people are saying that Dysautonomia is a common ailment among people with autoimmune illnesses, CRPS, Chiari, Ehler’s Danlos Syndrome (EDS) and even Diabetes. The most common symptoms that people in the chronic pain community speak about is a fall in blood pressure during standing or “Orthostatic Hypertension” or a rapid pulse rate. Other things that are said about Dysautonomia are that it causes abnormal sweating, emotional instability and motor incoordination.
  3. Symptoms: Some symptoms of Dysautonomia *(aka Autonomic nerve disorders) are: syncope (fainting), Orthostatic Hypotension and/or intolerance, POTS (Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome), Gastroparesis, Intestinal Dysmotility, constipation, Erectile daysfunction and neurogenic bladder. Other symptoms include: fatigue, light-headedness, weakness and cognitive impairment. In Dysautonomia involving the Gastrointestinal tract, the patients often feels nausea, bloating, vomiting and abdominal pain, when the ANS malfunctions.
  4. Possible comorbidities: Possible illnesses that go along with Dysautonomia can include: CRPS, EDS, Chiari, Gastroparesis, Autoimmune illnesses, Lupus, POTS, NCS (Neurocardiogenic Syncope). Other co-morbidities include: Multiple Sclerosis, RA (Rheumatoid Arthritis), Celiac Disease, Autonomic Neuropathy & Sjogren’s Syndrome etc. The worst form of Dysautonomia, which is a fatal form that occurs in adults ages 40 and up, is called MSA. This means, “Multiple System Atrophy”. It is similar to Parkin-son’s disease but MSA patients become fully bedridden wishing 2 years of diagnosis. But please note that this is very, very rare and only about 350,000 people have the MSA form, worldwide.
  5. Treatment options: There is no cure currently for Dysautonomia at this time but secondary forms can improve with treatments for the underlying disease. You can help the Orthostatic hypotension by elevating the head of the bed, rapid water infusion (given rapidly in an IV) and eating a higher salt diet. Other treatments may include exercise and healthy diet.
  6. FDA approved medications: Midodrine is an FDA approved medication that helps with the syncope and collapse.
  1. Complimentary Therapies: Biofeedback and exercise with the right amount of salt may help some of the symptoms of Dysautonomia. Biofeedback can teach you how to calm yourself of anxiety which often comes with this illness. There was a Webinar back in early Winter 2017, that US Pain hosted. It was about “Earthing” or “Grounding (”http://forums.phoenixrising.me/index.php?threads%2Fi-think-earthing-cured-my-dysautonomia-pots.24992%2F and this therapy has been known to help this person; who wrote her experiences about “Grounding” helping her symptoms of Dysautonomia. *I was also prescribed a “cooling vest” to help with the feeling of overheating inside of my body
  2. Best nutrition: higher salt intake and staying hydrated are the two most important things to remember with Dysautonomia and nutrition.
  3. Best exercise regime: Exercise can be difficult when you feel very fatigued and barely able to stand at times. Also, you need to get the permission of your Physicians before starting any exercise program. Also, staying hydrated while increasing aerobic exercise, lower extremity strengthening, increasing fluid/salt intake and psychophysiologic training for management of pain and anxiety, along with family education. People also say that exercise intolerance is part of Dysautonomia but it is essential to helping with it. Start off slowly and avoid exercises that cause orthostatic stress. This includes minimal or no vertical movement, including rowing, recumbent biking or swimming.
  1. . Local Support groups: Local support groups can be found at the website: “Dysautonomia International”, here: Dysautonomia International and you may email Dysautonomia International at: info@dysautonomia for online support group resources. They do not verify the accuracy of information posted in the groups*.
  2. . Links to other organizations and websites and additional info: The best website with a lot of information here: ( Dysautonomia International ) at “Dysautonomia International”. They have links to support groups and online support, as well as diet and exercise tips.
  3. : Personal story for someone to connect with: Dysautonomia is something that I was likely born with. I was involved and injured in two automobile accidents that have inevitably made it much worse. First in 1983, I was hit by a drunk driver while sitting at a red stop light. Secondly, in 2002, a man in a pickup truck, ran through a red light and I suffered multiple injuries and had many surgeries. I also suffered an MTBI or “MildTraumatic Brain Injury”. One of my treatment team of Dr.’s is a Neurocardiologist, and he told me that my Dysautonomia was made much worse due to the “sloshing” of my cerebellum against the skull wall. I do have severe systemic CRPS, Chiari, RA, Autonomic Neuropathy, Polyneuropathy in Collagen Vascular Disease (aka EDS type 4/vascular) and Gastroparesis. These are all hallmarks of the umbrella illness of Dysautonomia. Following the auto accident in 2002, I was fainting quite often. We found out that my brain was not telling my heart what to do, because I have Autonomic Nervous System Failure. I ended up requiring a dual changer pacemaker. It now does 87% of the work for my heart. I am very lucky to have found a wonderful specialist in Dr. Blair Grubb, MD at the University of Toledo Medical Center. He is known around the world as far away as the UK!

**Various other personal stories for me are found here at my blog “Tears of Truth” and at: tearsoftruth.com:

A). Dysautonomia/POTS & S.I.B.O. and this one: Article about Dysautonomia/POTS & SIBO

B). Another article for you!Https://Wordpress.com/post/tearsoftruth.com/9263

Helpful YouTube Videos:

A. Dysautonomia/POTS

B.Dr Blair Grubb on POTs

***Informational Sources:

1. Dictionary.com on Dysautonomia

2. Medical News Today in Dysautonomia

3. Dysautonomia International

4. http://forums.phoenixrising.me/index.php?threads%2Fi-think-earthing-cured-my-dysautonomia-pots.24992%2F

5. Dysautonomia International more on Dysautonomia

6. Mayo Clinic on Dysautonomia

7. Healthline.com on Dysautonomia

8. Clevland Clinic on Dysautonomia

9.WordPress blog “Tears of Truth” on Dysautonomias

More About Bupenorphrine – Suboxone


This information is “straight from the horses mouth”…please read this chronic pain patients horrific experience (he wrote this after reading my last blog post in one of my support groups):

Absolutely, I mean absolutely do not ever let anyone put you on Suboxone or buprenorphine – the primary component of Suboxone – when they try and shove you off of opiates because the stuff is absolute poison.

When my pain pump ran out of morphine sulfate after I lost my pain management doctor, thanks to the new CDC guidelines, I went into acute opiate withdrawal and ended up in the hospital. In the hospital they were supposed to detox me from opiates, they did not. Instead they pulled a really shitty bait and switch, and put me on Suboxone. Suboxone is extremely addictive and 10 times harder to get off of than conventional opiates, and much, much uglier.

I know this from personal experience. Getting off of Suboxone or buprenorphine – its active component – is an absolute nightmare.

For example: I can take 15 mg of hydrocodone – hydrocodone is the opiate in medications like Vicodin and Norco – per day for six months solid and I can just stop taking it, cold turkey, and I’ll feel kinda crappy for three or four days, I’m off of it, end of story.

After a single month of taking 16 mg of Suboxone per day, I have now been trying to wean myself off of it for nine weeks, every step of the way has been absolute hell, and it will take me at least another 2 to 3, possibly even four months to wean myself off of it. And then, I understand, I can expect to spend another couple of months feeling significant withdrawal symptoms even after I have stopped taking Suboxone/buprenorphine.

This has got to be one of the worst medical scams ever. I would compare using Suboxone to get people off of opiates to using whiskey to get people to stop drinking beer.

Suboxone is also hideously expensive $370, for a 30 day supply.

A 30 day supply of four Norco 10/325 per day is only $33.

If you get just straight buprenorphine – the active component of Suboxone – you can get it for about $90 for a 30 day supply.

The cost is actually the least of the worries where Suboxone/buprenorphine is concerned. If you are a longtime junkie who was been sticking a needle in your arm for years Suboxone may make it easier for you to get off the needle.

If you are a chronic pain patient who has been taking opiates for your chronic pain and they are going to cut you off of your opiates, you are far better off going cold turkey – hopefully your doctors will allow you to wean off of the opiates – and skipping the Suboxone/buprenorphine hoax because getting off of it is 10 times harder than getting off of conventional opiates, and the nightmare from hell every step of the way. It is hideously ugly.

I don’t know how to say it any plainer than this: Suboxone/buprenorphine is, in my estimation, absolute poison, and one of the worst travesties of medical mispractice ever perpetrated on the American public. it is a scam to make a pharmaceutical companies rich.

When it comes to Suboxone/buprenorphine: just say no.”

***Today I opened up Facebook to find this response regarding my article from July 31, 2018. That’s is where I discussed Suboxone, Bupenorphrine & Naloxone. Please refer to that article (July 31,2018) if you need to “fill in the blanks”, so to speak.

I thought I would add his comments here. To be fair to all of my readers, I will also post my responses. I want you to know my reactions and the words that I used to make sure that my original post is not “confusing” to anyone else.

Here are the words that he wrote underneath my article that was posted in my CRPS support group on Facebook; called “RASEforCRPS” (the letters represent the words: Reserach, Awareness, Support & Educate) (*it was also posted in other Various groups & pages) :

I’ve been safely and effectively using plain Bupenorphrine, an opioid, in the form of Butrans patch for several years! I have also used the antidepressants and have been fine with both.

Each of my docs can order it without certification or special classes. It HAS been approved by the FDA for severe pain that needs round-the-clock management.

There is a lot of different info out there and there are other medications with Bupenorphrine in them. Here is some info! Here is a pharmacy times article about this:

“Belbuca Is the newest formulation of you been or for an available as a buckle films and indicated for the management of pain requiring around -the -clock, long-term opioid treatment not adequately controlled with alternatives. This reflects the new standard labeling required of all extended-release of yours indicated for Chronic Pain.”

“Buprenex IV or IM is approved for the relief of moderate to severe pain. This formulation is also used off-label for the treatment of opioid withdrawal in heroin-dependent hospitalized patients.”……..(you can read this article in its entirety here: Pharmacy Times article * that patient also gave this article for reference: Second article given to me by that patient

*******Here was my response to her post underneath my article:

The writers of your one article make the medications you are being prescribed. The information I have is from several trusted news organizations, and our government has been saying for years how big Pharma has downplayed the negative affects of their products. Lastly, I’ve known people who say that it’s much worse to stop taking (Bupenorphrine/Suboxone) than others that are not agonist-antagonist opioids. All I’m saying is that if you want to take that medication, even though it’s not approved by the FDA; you should have the choice to do so! But if the other kind of long extended release Patch has worked for other people, including myself for over a decade, then I/they should be able to keep the medication that has worked and hasn’t caused any problems for me whatsoever! I also have at least six or seven different articles where I found my information on the Internet.

There’s also this information below, which says the medication can be used for pain/refractory depression for “off label use” (then why can we not use the fentanyl patch for off-label use?)… there’s also contradictory information and most state that it’s ” only a low analgesic at best”!

In this article here Bupenorphrine- Naloxone Therapy in Pain Management , it states that these medications In the past few years, they have been increasingly prescribed off-label for chronic pain management. The current data suggest that Bupenorphrine /Naloxone may provide pain relief in patients with chronic pain who also have opiate dependence or addiction. However, the pharmacological profile of this medication states that it is a weak analgesic that is unlikely to provide adequate pain relief for patients without opioid dependence or addiction.

Therefore, just as I stated in my original article, these medications are probably OK for people who are struggling with addiction to opioids. But if you do not have an Opioid addiction or an opioid use disorder and you’ve been using the same opioids for Chronic Pain for many years, and they still help to give you a semblance of life & relieve your pain, then you are not an addict. So the Bupenorphrine /Naloxone may work for low analgesic pain relief in addicted person but not in chronic pain patients. That’s what I tried to state in my original article as well. I also said that the company (*Reckitt Benckiser) that is responsible for making the medication Suboxone/Bupenorphrine started this whole fake opioid crisis so that they could have a monopoly on this medication and get rid of all opioids. Therefore it was a “get rich scheme” for them.

Lastly, I’ve copied and pasted for you, only one of the warnings for the buccal Butrans patch:

The risk for serious, life-threatening or fatal respiratory depression. Physicians should monitor for respiratory depression, especially during initiation of the treatment or after a dose increase, the company said. “Misuse or abuse of Belbuca by chewing, swallowing, snorting, or injecting buprenorphine extracted from the buccal film will result in uncontrolled delivery of buprenorphine and pose a significant risk of overdose or death,” the statement adds.

• The risk for accidental exposure. “Accidental exposure to even one dose of Belbuca, especially by children, can result in a fatal overdose of buprenorphine.”

• The risk for neonatal opioid withdrawal. “Prolonged use of Belbuca during pregnancy can result in neonatal opioid withdrawal syndrome, which may be life-threatening if not recognized and treated, and requires management according to protocols developed by neonatology experts,” the statement said. If prolonged treatment is required in a pregnant woman, “advise the patient of the risk of neonatal opioid withdrawal syndrome and ensure that appropriate treatment will be available.”

After reading the warnings on these medications I don’t see why they are any better than regular opioids or the fentanyl patch? All medications, including heart medications, Coumadin & chemotherapy, come with warnings! But sometimes the benefits outweigh the risks.

Articles:

1:Bupenorphrine has not been approved for pain- but possibly off label can be a weak anelgesic

2: Are there other uses for Bupenorphrine