The Lion King -ASL


Hello Luvs!

I thought you might enjoy a bit of something light, to cheer you. If you’re like me, the “Lion King” was my favorite of all Disney movies. I have here, “The Circle of Life” in American Sign Language-(ASL), from that Movie! I also have below, “Can You Feel The Love Tonight”? In ASL….I hope you enjoy! *Please “Like”& “Subscribe” on my YouTube videos & “click the little bell 🛎. This way you’ll be notified when I post a new ASL cover song video, to my YouTube channel. I’m trying hard to grow my audience. Thank you so much!! Here’s the direct link to watch ” The Circle of Life” In American Sign Language: “Circle of Life” ASL

Just for your information, at the beginning, of “Circle of Life”, I Sign “look over there! Look over there”… then I name several wild animals, such as: Lion, tigers, giraffe, elephant, antelope, hyena etc. Then I show them all coming forward as they did for Simba when they presented him at Pride Rock. Then I sign “we all must protest against the Lion named Scar. We will win & there will be peace again!!” (This is what I’m signing in parts where there is just music). Then I’m signing the song itself, to the best of my abilities.

Secondly, I have also done the song “Can You Feel The Love Tonight?” In ASL. Here’s the direct link to that song done in American Sign Language: “Can you Feel The Love Tonight?” ASL

I hope you enjoy these because they gave me pleasure to make it! Thank you so much for following “Tears of Truth”. Thank you also for Subscribing to my YouTube channel!

Update On Upcoming Skull-Neuro-Ear Surgery


Hello Everyone !

Above is a 37 second update from my appointment today 6-10-19. Thank you for the outpouring of love ❤️ and support! You’re the Best followers/fans/friends ever!!

**ADDENDUM: SURGERY WILL BE JULY 26, 2019** they scheduled it today…. JUST WANTED TO UPDATE YOU ALL… sending peace, hope, love & Light…

Feel free to email me: tearsoftruth@yahoo.com

Love ❤️

Suzy

Heres my Instagram post today too:
So I saw the Skull base/neuro/Ear surgeon today. I will be having the tumor removed soon. I will have a Tympanoplasty(they’ll reconstruct my eardrum using a “disc” made from cartledge & Skull fascia. This is to prevent this from returning. The 3 little bones needed for hearing are diseased. I’ll be getting possibly prosthetic bones? Also I’ll be having a “Mastoidectomy”! Removal of the diseased part of the mastoid bone. It may make my HOH/ “hearing”worse or same but must do this because if it gets into the brain it can kill me! It’s really scary! Many times people hear nothing afterwards, many times people get extreme dry mouth from damage to salivary glands during surgery. Many people get worse “white noise” or pulsating in ear after surgery. Many people get a strange taste for months or forever. They try to not injure the facial nerves by doing EMG during entire surgery, but it can happen… I’m honestly not scared of the white noise or pulsating or worse/same HoH —but I’m frightened of the brain surgery part. They say they’ll be conservative with my hair being cut but still a 2 finger radius around my ear will be cut… just wanted to update everyone. It will be in 2 months because it’s very slow growing tumor and may have been there my whole life?? But it takes time to get the 4 Drs clearances that I need and also his schedule is booked until then. Now I’m happy to have my Summer but still scared because I now have too much time to be thinking about it all!

Without Our Consent


Hello Everyone!

First, please watch this 1 minute video….(then return to this page in order to watch the rest of these videos. They will explain what is truly happening to our most vulnerable, chronically ill and disabled pain community members):

The Link to my Video “They Are Watching”

*******************************I APOLOGIZE BUT ONLY THIS 1st VIDEO & “FIGHT FOR OUR LIVES”, IS AVAILABLE AT THE MOMENT. I WILL TRY TO MAKE THE OTHERS AVAILABLE AGAIN ASAP. *************************

I wanted to give you a “one -stop” place to get a few very informative videos regarding the pain community and the opioid hysteria. Just below is a video titled “Without Our Consent”. It is about how the pain community is being used as human subjects of a government experiment without our consent!

NOTE: **Please excuse the 2 small Captioning mistakes. I don’t hear or see well. I did the best I could do to get you the information. Most persons, whether they’re Deaf, Hard of hearing or hearing; wont mind too much if it says “vide” instead of “video” at 1:30 minutes into this video. I’m sure everyone can understand the meaning.

**Also at 3:30 minutes in, the Captioning failed to post. The information I added did not post for the CC. It’s supposed to read “by myself, I did it”….(it states “Please input message”)

I apologize for these 2 small mistakes but I do not feel well enough to redo the entire video bcz of this. Please feel free to remake this video and I’ll gladly remove this one. I thought that the chronic pain community should have this information. Then they can decide for themselves what they want to do with it. The video itself is totally fine so unless you’re deaf/hoh, you shouldn’t need the CC. I’ve written my corrections here for My Deaf/hoh community and they will forgive me for not being perfect.

**The Chronic pain community has been studied like lab rats and left to suffer needlessly all for filling the wallets of our Government bureaucrats

Link to my Video “Without Our Consent”

Next, I have this video that I made just recently. I titled it “Fight For Our Lives”. I had asked the pain community to send me videos of themselves. I wanted their stories about losing pain medications after having done very well for many years. Look carefully for a woman named “Dawn Anderson”. She submitted her story to me. She was doing well for years and then list her medications. She has just recently passed away! Dawn died writhing in pain daily! She was pleading for help! Nobody listened. But I did and I tried to help! But nobody who could truly help her, did that! She’s dead now and it is very sad because it may have been easily avoided, had she been getting pain relief. Here’s the video that I made. This is the short version of several pain patients stories . This video contains several patient advocate stories. I did my best to do the things that I’m able to do.. (VIDEO UNAVAILABLE AT THIS TIME)

Here’s the link to “Fight For Our Lives”

Next, I’ve posted here for you, the link to my video, “Pain, Politics & Suboxone”, about Suboxone & Bupenorphrine. It explains how these medications are not for chronic pain patients. These medications are for addicts and have a very low analgesic effects. (VIDEO BELOW UNAVAILABLE AT THIS TIME)

Here’s the Link to: “Pain, Politics & Suboxone”

Lastly, this video is from just after the “CNN Town Hall Meeting With Anderson Cooper”. They shut out the entire pain community and did not give our representatives a chance to speak out! The got it entirely wrong! Here you go, watch this:(VIDEO BELOW UNAVAILABLE AT THIS TIME)

Here’s the link to this last video: “Let The Chronic Pain Voices Be Heard”

I hope this list of videos helps you get as much information as possible. Please note that each video is closed captioned for my Deaf/Hard of Hearing community.

*******************************PLEASE SEE THE PHOTO OF THE PRESS RELEASE BELOW. This is where the information came from regarding the “prescription writing for opioids being at a 25 year all-time low”

Thank you so much!

Fight For Our Lives


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Hello Luvs,

Here is a video that has taken me awhile to get out. I asked for submissions from every chronic pain patient on LinkedIn, 3 Instagram accounts, 3 Twitter aaccounts, 5 Facebook pages and 5 or 6 Facebook groups. I requested video submissions many times during November 0f 2018. I received a total of 8 videos. I waited to produce and edit this video until this week.  It is the First week of February 2019 and the video was posted today 2-7-19. I added the closed captions for other Deaf/Hard of Hearing persons like myself.

Please watch this  video on YOUTube and make comments. Share this video on Twitter to our POTUS and to the FLOTUS. Please share it to Fox News, Greg Guttfield and any other news, media or government agencies where you think someone may be able to help us. Please share, share and share. We need someone to see us, hear our stories and believe in helping 100 million chronic pain patients.  There are about 26 million who depended on Opioid prescription pain medications and now they are mostly unable to obtain any relief whatsoever. Thank you for watching and for sharing this video far and wide.

This video is not affiliated with any group or organization. This was totally my idea and I requested, received, produced and edited this video on my own. These ladies are brave and I’m so thankful and grateful for their pleas and their stories. Thank you again! Have a wonderful day!  If you just click on the link below (it is a safe link, I promise), it will take you directlly to the YOUTube video that I uploaded. If you prefer to visit it yourself without clicking on the link, here is the URL:

or click the link below

(**IF YOU NEED CC FOR DEAF/HOH, PLEASE USE THE BLUE LINK AND GO TO THE YOUTUBE VIDEO WHERE I’VE PUT THE CC JUST FOR THOSE OF US WITH HEARING LOSS):

Fight for our LIves -Full Video Here

Untreated: The Healthcare Crisis-A Documentary


There are several people and organizations making Documentaries about pain patients getting “left behind” in all of the opioid hysteria right now.  A few that I’ve personally taken an interest in, are awesome. I feel that some Organizations, are trying to sway the chronic pain community into thinking that the physicians who are afraid to treat them now with any opioid therapy are correct in doing so.  There are those who promote techniques such as “grounding”, massage therapy, acupuncture and mindfulness as relief for life long chronic & painful illnesses.  There is a place for some of those things. If it is the patients choice, they could be added to other type of medicinal therapies, such as CBD oil, Medical cannabis, Kratom and/or Opioids.  But alone, these “alternative pain control therapies ” don’t help to control chronic &/or intractable pain permanently.  They also won’t help much when someone is living with high amounts of chronic pain from several illnesses on a daily basis. In my opinion, they won’t help someone who had been doing well on other medication therapies for many years and who suddenly got force tapered or stopped from something that gave them some semblance of a life, for over a decade in many cases.

But there is a new documentary coming out soon and it appears to be one of the best that I’ve seen. It looks very professional and it is in no way a “home video” or a “YouTube” video. It appears to be very well done and I really thought the message was and is clear.  Get the government out of the Doctor and patient exam rooms and relationships. Give the physicians back the power to decide along WITH their patients, what method is best suited for the control of their pain. Keep Hollywood, Andrew Kolodny and Dr. Phil out of our personal medical histories and give the chronic pain community back their lives. We are not expendable just because many are unable to work. Most of us worked for many years and paid into the Social Security program and had to have enough “points” from working, in order to receive the SSDI. So we are not “leaches” nor are we taking from our Government.  Most have been very dedicated to helping in society and being a part of every day life. Many chronic pain patients are former chefs, Interpreters, Secretaries and even teachers. Give us the benefit of the doubt and stop treating us like we are unworthy or expendable.

This documentary “Untreated: The Healthcare Crisis” is directed and produced by Time Thread Studios & their production crew, alongside Lauren DeLuca and Jayne Flanders. Lauren & Jayne are the original founders of CIAAG or “Chronic Illness Advocacy and Awareness Group”. They have a support group online and run a Nonprofit for chronically ill and disabled persons living with pain.  I have donated a small amount of $25.00 to this documentary because I believe in it. If you can contribute in any way, even $5.00 would help. If many people could donate even that amount, it would really help in getting this documentary out to the public.  What is stated in this documentary is true; “What we have is an epidemic of ignorance and fear and its ruining healthcare “.  The epidemic is not an “Opioid Epidemic” but one of instilling fear and panic to the non-pain community so they won’t truly understand.  Not until they or someone that they love is living with daily chronic pain and suffering due to the under treatment of pain today in the USA and Canada.

You’ll see in the movie’s trailer, that even the CEO of Reckitt Benckiser, Rakesh Kapoor has stated that “every major deal we’ve done actually, has created good value for share holders”. They are the makers of Suboxone, Bupenorphrine etc.  If you read a couple of my other articles (About Suboxone, Bupenorphrine & Naloxone and another Regarding Bupenorphrine- Suboxone and also Pain, Politics, Suboxone & Bupenorphrine ) regarding these drugs made for addiction, not pain; I believe that you will see a trail of money leading directly from them to this fake and manufactured Opioid “crisis”. “The goal is profits”, it says in the documentary’s trailer. It is without regard to the millions of chronic pain patients.  This movie will show how the Government is trying to control this “crisis” by limiting the supply of opioids for the pain community. It is stated that 319 medications have “no competition”.  The question arises “Is the FDA dragging their feet?” Also you will see that physicians are afraid to prescribe pain medications and we all know that is true. Then there is this statement, that “the intentional removal of effective pain medications”…. from people who live with daily chronic and high pain illnesses, “that is the definition of torture”.

The link to “Kickstarter.com” and the movie trailer is listed below. You’ll notice on the Kickstarter website that they have goals and various gifts for supporting this film.

Please check out this documentary and lets truly try to get this movie out to the public via Netflix and other venues. This documentary has our hearts and our souls in it. It is, in my opinion, a really effective trailer and the documentary, I believe, will even exceed our expectations.  “The pendulum has swung much too far in the wrong direction”, is another quote from “Untreated: The Pain Crisis” movie trailer. Please help by any donation that you can spare and/or by sharing the link below and/or this article to people in your own pain communities.

Click below, to see the trailer:

Untreated: The Healthcare Crisis Movie Trailer

Pain, Politics, Suboxone & Bupenorphrine


Please watch this informational video about the a patient removed from the only medication that helped lower pain. Also, much information regarding the dangers of Suboxone /Bupenorphrine.

Pain, politics & Suboxone/Bupenorphrine

***I APOLOGIZE THAT TBIS VIDEO IS UNAVAILABLE AT THIS TIME*****

It isn’t in my Blood


Hello Luvs,

I hope today is a low pain day for you and/or your loved one(s) living with chronic pain.

I am Hard of hearing now since the TBI & I had been an Interpreter for the Deaf; prior to the car accident that caused all of this pain & these chronic illnesses.

I thought that you might enjoy seeing this this song performed in ASL, or “American Sign Language” & sung by Shawn Mendes. It’s called “It Isn’t In My Blood.” I feel like this song is exactly how I live my life, especially now. Then I thought about it more and realized that this is how many of us live our lives. We are People living with tremendous amounts of Chronic Pain day after day. This song is about not giving up. it’s also about how we reach out and ask for help but sometimes it feels like nobody’s listening. This is especially true right now, during these difficult times for chronic pain patients who need opioids to help give them some semblance of a life.

This song talks about how it just isn’t in me to give up or just lie down and do nothing. We all need to reach out and ask for help sometimes. We are fighters and we are survivors.

I just thought that this was an appropriate song for Chronic Pain survivors. I really like the lyrics to this song & I hope you enjoy it.

Thank you for following me and my blog “Tears of Truth”! If you’d like to follow my YouTube channel that has a large variety of full songs done in American Sign Language; the Link is here: Suzanne’s You Tube channel “ASLSuzyQ” Please support me, if you do enjoy it; by subscribing to my ASL channel. As I mentioned before, there’s a large variety of songs, from Country to Pop, and from Christian contemporary to Broadway musicals. Thank you so much again. Have a low pain day!

https://youtu.be/lN0Nd3OfJaM